2020 WHAT A WOW

So.
WHAT A WOW. ITS 2020 LOL.

I havent post anything in this blog since 2018 so its kinda 1++ years la gap untuk ke 2020 ni. So hi guys! Assalamualaikum. I hope you're doing fine with life. I bet some of you were studying, enjoying lifes with beloved one, ada yang sudah berjaya, ada yang sudah bekerja. So, congratulations for siapa yang sudah capai impian masing2.

Me? Hmm. Nothing happen towards my life. Its the same like 2018, my previous post that i posted in that fucking year. No, bukan mau cakap saya tiada apa apa sekarang, like i have something jugaklah, like.. i do online business since i dont work outside the house. Because im so malas untuk cari kerja sebab sekarang susah mau cari kerja. But guys, i will cari kerja juga because my online business now kinda down jugak la sbb entahla, bukan rezeki kali. Belum banyak dan padat lagi. Sekarang ni cukup2 makan saja la.

But yang penting, i dont ask for my parent's money sebab dari dulu (2018) until now i used my own money untuk berjoli sakan, tengok wayang, beli makeup, beli baju, phone and many more things lagi. Hasil duit ? Online business ler. I jual barang orang, dapat komisen Rm5-Rm20. Kalau rajin, banyaklah. Kalau malas, kuranglah. Tapi yang penting, key dia is USAHA and DOA.

AND now sambil2 online business, i helped my mother selling crafts at Gaya Street Kk. Setiap ahad saja. So i have my own things yang saya jual sendiri. Beli borong, jual disitu. Like, necklace, earrings, bangles, rings and so on. Alhamdulillah sometimes orang beli banyak, sometimes orang tiada beli. Its business, so its normal. Up and down. Yang penting kena terus Usaha, Doa dan Tawakal.

RELATIONSHIP STATUS

Okay, for now. Im still with the same person i used to love since 2017. That is Abdul Mutalib 💕 kenapa kekal? Kenapa boleh lama hubungan? Because, i dont even jumpa guy yang tahan dengan perangai saya, yang tahan karenah saya and the most most most thing i like about him is he always give me a lot of attention eventhough i feel like "ih kau ni kerja saja, tidak pernah bagi saya masa" eh padahal ada ja, cuma biasalah. Kalau masa clingy tu memang macamtu la tu. Tapi jujur la. He's a nice guy. He loves me macam family dia sendiri. He always full fill my cravings. Took me to anywhere that i want. He will do everything that i promised me to. 

Susah mau cakap. Dia pentingkan saya ni dari segala galanya. Selalu ada masa saya susah, walau kdg bikin panas. Bikin benci, tapi trust me. He's the one. Ex ex aku sebelum ni semua kaki perempuan, lembik. But he? Uhhh susah mau cakap. Cukup setia. I dont say yang i trust him 100%. 50/50 juga. But, well dalam hbungan mestilah mau trust each other supaya hubungan pun jadi lebih bagus. Thats the point here. So, i know him, and i trust him hes a loyal guy.

Walaupun ramai yang comment pasal rupa paras dia, dressing dia. Haih. Kadang sakit juga hati saya lah, because they talk about someone yang saya sayang. They told me, i can get better than him. Because of rupa paras sahaja. Like bitch? Rupa handsome pun, kalau tidak kena di hati ku buat apa. Haa gitu. Better yang biasa2, tapi kualiti dia bagus. Lagipun Mutalib sudah lama dengan saya. We know who we are. Kami tahu baik buruk masing-masing. And susah mau dapat lelaki macam dia. Yang faham saya macammana, yang tahu macammana mau handle saya. So hes 1/1000000000. Bagi la sehensem louis pun, i'll stay with him. Eh, bagi saya dia handsome apa. Biarlah orang cakap dia buruk rupa, but for me, i pandang keselesaan bila dekat dia, and i pandang hati dia. Baru segala2nya baik di mata saya ❤

Pray for us. We have been in relationship for 3 years already. Masuk tahun ni 4 tahun.


So, setakat ni sajalah i update blog for 2020. Because now its already 3:31a.m and i have to sleep because tomorrow i have to go to clinic. I have a pain in my chest, i think jantung saya ada masalah sikit. So pray for me guys. Harap sihat sahaja. Ive been in this pain since 1 week ago. So i hope semua urusan dipermudahkan, amiinn.

Thankyou guys ❤ pen off.